Ok guys, it’s time to get personal. So my last blog post was December of last year… Now its time to talk about why I’ve been so absent… Let’s start with this, anxiety… this past year for me, I’ve had crazy ups and downs… my emotions have been all over the place.. recently I have just now been opening up about my mental issues.. I struggle with GAD (general anxiety disorder) a severe case. GAD comes with a lot of other issues such as depression. Lately my depression hasn’t been severe, but my anxiety is always crazy… And on top of all this, I am ADHD… I knew I was as a kid, but as an adult? Come on now I thought  I learned to cope with ADHD by now… well, apparently not. So I’m prescribed all this bs medicine but ya know, I don’t have as many panic attacks now (by the way panic attack seriously SUCK) my anxiety is getting A LITTLE better, and depression, well that only comes every once in a while.. My point about me sharing this with you all is because having disorders like this, it causes you to pretty much stop caring, push people away because you honestly feel all alone, you constantly are looking over your shoulder, your social skills can turn to crap and so on… so with all this being said this is way I haven’t been myself lately because I know a lot of people have wondered what has happened to me, well now ya know. I have a passion for writing and I love blogging but sometimes, you just need a break from literally almost everything… I know this is a really short blog post but I just wanted to explain why I’ve been so absent. I have a lot of big plans for my blogs! So guys with that being said, STAY TUNED because a lot is about to come. XOXO ❤